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"Forward" Illustration Friday Jan. 27, 2012

2012-01-31T14:09:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday word: "forward"

Thoroughly energized by the SCBWI conference in NY this past weekend. Still catching up on sleep, digesting everything.

Now, forward!

"Grounded" Illustration Friday January 6, 2012

2012-01-10T16:11:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday word "grounded"

As one of four noisy, energetic and - above all - inquisitive children (I'll admit the word "hooligan" has been used to describe one or more of us at times with some accuracy) one of the things I longed for most was somewhere I would not be disturbed.

In the summer, even a call of nature did not necessarily mean a period of solitude, as the outhouses up in the country were two-seaters, and "take your sister with you" was a phrase we all had to live with - and learned to sidestep with some skill as we got older.

I used to watch squirrels and groundhogs with some envy - to my eye, they could just wander off, dig for a while, and voila - a new house. All the peace and quiet they could want.

These days I've learned to enjoy, even gather the noise around me. Solitude comes of its own accord.

"Highlight" Illustration Friday December 31, 2011

2012-01-05T12:45:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday word: "Highlight"

Mulled over this word choice all week, in between various holiday gatherings, tidyings and while working on my portfolio, getting ready for the SCBWI conferece in NYC late January (anyone else going?)

Although the highlight of the holidays was the wonderful, noisy tribe of kids tromping through the house, drawing that while my mind was on other work did not develop.

And then I noticed - the toes, leaves, branches and shoebuckles in this image, all highlighted in the moonlight. I rarely post an image not created specifically for the I.F. challenge, but I think this one took shape influenced by the challenge, eve if I was unaware of it until just now.

Happy New Year, everyone.

I.F. Dec.23 2011 "Messenger"

2011-12-27T14:58:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday challenge word: "Messenger"

In this busy season I had plenty of time to consider this word and its associations while driving across the city, buried to my elbows in cookie dough and surrounded by children enjoying themselves at the top of their lungs.

Messenger and message. We receive them together, and somehow have to untangle our responses to one from the other. Easier said than done, at times.

"Separation" Illustration Friday Dec. 9, 2011

2011-12-13T18:05:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the quote: "A composer knows that music is written by human beings for human beings and that music is a continuation of life, not something separated from it". - Hanns Eisler

"Brigade" Illustration Friday Challenge Dec. 2/2011

2011-12-06T15:17:00.000-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday word: Brigade

I enjoy working in response to a quote. This week I found:

"Some of us are like a shovel brigade that follow a parade down Main Street cleaning up". - Donald T. Regan

There was no getting around it: elephants were going to feature in this image.

"Round" Illustration Friday Challenge Nov 25/2011

2011-11-28T17:46:00.000-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:

"A character who is thought out is not born, he or she is contrived. a born character is round, a thought-out character is flat". - Rex Stout

A conflict between flat and round characters came to mind, and obviously, the strength is in being round.

Round, yes. Nothing in the quote said anything about being WELL rounded...

And yet literary tradition and its contradictions kept creeping in to my mind as I drew. What about Alice, and the flat card characters? Some wonderful flat paper characters in Spirited Away came to mind. Despite their obviously contrived and created origins, their presence is real - and threatening.

I'm drawing a blank at the moment, but I 'm sure there are many, many more.

"Vanity" Illustration Friday Nov 18, 2011

2011-11-21T17:28:00.001-08:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:
"Even in a time of elephantine vanity and greed, one never has to look far to see the campfires of the gentle people". - Garrison Keillor

I spent quite a while wondering where Keillor was going with this. Of course we would like to align ourselves with those gentle people whose campfires flicker in the gloom of elephantine shadows. Don't we always want to be seen as the kinder, gentler alternative - especially when vanity and greed are on the other side of the scale? On the other hand, pointing to ourselves and nodding with approbation is not necessarily a pleasant trait either. I decided to leave the equation alone and focus instead on elephantine vanity and greed.

Driving down the road I began to wonder what vanity and greed might be cloaking? Unattractive in themselves, they seemed in my mind to have a protective aura, to be a creation of how we wish to be seen, a concern with appearances. As though, through vanity, we were heaping ourselves under a substantial vestment or coat, heavy with embroidery and encrusted with gems, or the more modern alternative: fur. And yet, underneath, our malnourished selves hide an emaciated nature, a stingy spirit, an ungenerous inner self. We can stagger under the weight and be seen as substantial, but the rich covering only communicates to those outside. Inside, we are starving.

Swallowed up - November 2/2011

2011-11-02T10:24:00.001-07:00

Swallowed up by coursework these days, hard to keep afloat, manage the household, much less draw for myself.

I have great ideas for I.F. challenges, but sleep takes precedence. Soon, I promise myself, and : next week.

Meanwhile the need to make images takes over now and again while I should be paying attention in class. Been this way for decades. Hope everyone else is inspired, and finding time to create.

And of course, comments here are much appreciated, inspiring in themselves. I find time to put things up in various categories on Facebook as well, comments, responses, ideas there all very welcome.

"Ferocious" Illustration Friday Sept. 23/2011

2011-09-26T18:10:00.001-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:

"It is not part of a true culture to tame tigers, any more than it is to make sheep ferocious." - Henry David Thoreau

I've long admired Thoreau, and dip into his "Wild Fruit" often, for a way of seeing the world around us that awakens me to detail and depth, a way of thinking about inner and outer worlds as interlaced.

This quote sat. And oddly, what it brought to mind were my first forays into formal math - my first days in school facing chalkboards and sheets with numbers trapped in unnatural rigidity. Standing in straight lines and grid formations, where I could see they were a tumult of energy and colour, like wild animals forced into a circus to perform against their natures. I discussed this issue with my father, but his ordered mathematical mind boggled at my conviction that threes were green. That fours were calm. That sevens and fives knew each other, and were completely untrustworthy, likely to gang up and cause trouble.

A three is a three. Nothing else.

I eventually made peace with these concepts, but was reassured in later years to find the numbers achieved some sort of freedom to express their true natures - eventually.

So in my mind, Thoreau's quote and my early number sense rang in harmony - we cannot prize a three above a seven - or vice versa, nor a lion above a sheep. In context, of course, let them be where they are, and be themselves with all their might.

"Mesmerize" Illustration Friday Sept 16/2011

2011-09-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday word: "Mesmerize"

We don't allow ourselves to be mesmerized much as adults, don't give much time to wonder at the things we see - occupied by routine and the demands on our time, it is seldom we shake ourselves to find we've been lost in the contemplation of something in front of us.

As a child, I remember this being an everyday thing. Stepping outside the door was to step into a world of wonder - every pebble, glint or movement could become an hour of discovery.

Dream Boundaries - colour final

2011-09-17T11:19:00.001-07:00

What we know of the world we discover through the senses.

In contrast, we have been encouraged to distrust dreams as products of fantasy, made up, "only your imagination" - and yet they tell us, importantly, what we think, what we believe, what we trust regarding what our senses tell us.

When we balance what we see, hear, taste, touch and smell with what we feel, believe and value about these, then the world of the real, the possible, truly opens up around us.

Boundaries - colour version progress

2011-09-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

I hear we dream in black and white.

In my dreams I know I've seen someone in a green t-shirt. The kind of green that used to be bright, almost neon, but now seems dingy, as though it's been through too many washes, too many t-shirt disappointments and hangs limp and faded, leaving a stronger impression for what it was intended to be than what it is now.

So I know either that I dream in colour, or my mind adds colour as separate, imagined, dream-information, even though my dreams are in black and white.

Or something.

She has her feet in dreams; Dreams deeper than what she can feel with her toes, standing there in the uppermost layer. Perhaps she will swish her net and catch a wet butterfly. Or drop the net and run back on land. I imagine she will toss the net aside and jump in, swim with the flutter, the tickle, the colour of all that she cannot see until she does dive in.

Boundaries Illustration Friday Sept 6/2011

2011-09-13T18:54:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote: "Dreams have always expanded our understanding of reality by challenging our boundaries of the real, of the possible." - Henry Reed

"Mysterious" Illustration Friday September 2, 2011

2011-09-06T18:26:00.001-07:00

colour version. So far.

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:
"Art is the fatal net which catches these strange moments on the wing like mysterious butterflies, fleeing the innocence and distraction of common man." - Giorgo de Chirico

It was interesting to consider art as a trap, rather than a process or an end-product. And as I rolled this quote around in the back of my mind over the weekend, it occurred to me that in the complex cat's-cradle of the mind, what we capture is not always benign. Infinitely worth understanding, sometimes its struggle to escape back into the subconscious and ours to capture, understand and reveal it remain visible to all - and we call it art.

"Disguise" Illustration Friday Aug.26/2011

2011-09-01T15:41:00.001-07:00

Inspired by the quote:
"Another belief of mine; that everyone else my age is an adult, whereas I am merely in disguise." - Margaret Atwood

What we know if Margaret Atwood is shaped mostly by her words - words left in print, hovering in the air of an interview, in the impression of energy and intensity she creates.

What about the rest of us - do we feel as giants among children? Whole selves among equals? Or do we too feel we craft an impression, a disguise behind which we traipse through the world of adults, exulting in our childhhood, or cowering in our sense of inadequacy?

Colour version anon.

"Influence" Illustration Friday Challenge Aug. 19/2011

2011-08-23T13:23:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday Quote:
"In the beginning you must subject yourself to the influence of Nature. You must be able to walk firmly upon the ground before you start walking on a tightrope" - Henri Matisse.

As a child, you can't help but be influenced by Nature if your summer mornings begin with the door closing behind you, the decided click of a hook-and-eye closure snapping into place above your reach and your mom saying " Make sure you can hear me when I call you for lunch". With 500 acres to explore, there were times we didn't hear her...

As the end of summer felt closer and closer, we crammed days full of things we knew we shouldn't be doing - from ooching out of the window of a deserted farmhouse on to a woodshingle roof the day after a rain (I can tell you just how it feels to leave a track as you zoom for the edge of the roof, and the strange feeling of relief knowing a nice, thick tangle of raspberry canes and poison ivy will break your fall) to jumping off the bridge into about 12 feet of rock-strewn water after our mother's car had disappeared around the dusty gravel bend of the road heading to town - I'm amazed now that there were fewer trips to the hospital, and less scolding than we deserved.

"Swell" Illustration Friday Challenge Aug. 12/2011

2011-08-16T19:45:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the quote:
"Some days you must learn a great deal. But you should also have days when you allow what is already in you to swell up and touch everything. If you never let that happen, then you just accumulate facts, and they begin to rattle around inside of you." ~ E.L. Konigsburg

Song came to mind first, as something that truly swells up inside of us and touches everything in earshot, but I kept mulling over ideas until I arrived at the expression that a bud swells - flowers do a wonderful job of reaching out and touching everything, with their rich beauty and aroma. I spent part of my summer studying Dutch painting so their masterful reminders of time passing, the still lives with flowers, bugs and various other symbols of the brevity of life suggested what flowers would reach out from the mind of someone taking a day to allow what is already inside to swell up and spill over.

See what's happening on Facebook

2011-08-09T15:34:00.000-07:00

Just to round things out, I've created a Facebook page for Aino Anto Illustrations - for all the doodles, paintings, past illustrations and general creative overflow that doesn't belong here or on my website.

Check out what's new on Facebook today, tomorrow, next week ... there will always be something. Facebook: Aino Anto Illustration Thanks for visiting!

Imperfect - Illustration Friday August 5/2011

2011-08-08T18:30:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring". - Marilyn Monroe

I read the quote over and over, an idea tickling the back of my mind like a sneeze that hasn't quite arrived - until today, when it occurred to me that jesters embodied the entire quote.

Often different physically, they dressed to stand out even more; the butt of jokes and the confidants of the powerful; japesters, jokesters, philosophers, mountebanks and scapegoats, they made an art of the ridiculous, found beauty in imperfection and split madness until within they found wisdom. I wonder if Marilyn ever saw herself this way...

Obsession - Illustration Friday July 28/2011

2011-08-03T14:58:00.000-07:00

From the Illustration Friday quote:
"Colour is my day-long obsession, joy and torment." - Claude Monet.

Looking at Monet's paintings side-by-side with countless copies, the originals stand out - the subtleties of colour which swallowed Monet whole, that he revelled in, chased, and tried endlessly to commit to canvas, those subtleties are lost in copies.

Instead of copying his paintings, to lose oneself in observation as he did, let us imitate that. Perhaps not to the point of obsession and torment - but how else to grasp at the joy he found in it?

sending

2011-07-27T07:42:00.001-07:00

sent.

"Perennial" - Illustration Friday July 22/2011

2011-07-26T18:21:00.000-07:00

Inspired by the Illustration Friday quote:
"A good scientist is a person in whom the childhood quality of perennial curiosity lingers on. Once he gets an answer, he has other questions". - Frederick Seitz

Childhood curiosity leads us with a string of questions into unexplored territory. Finding one answer, the mind is already wondering about the next question. And the next. And the next. Observations shed in the quest for a particular answer surface later for further exploration.

I.F. July 15 "Gesture"

2011-07-18T06:04:00.001-07:00

From the Illustration Friday Quote: "Drawing is like making an expressive gesture with the advantage of permanence" - Henri Matisse

Pondering the word and the quote, I wandered off into thinking about gestures in general, and those with more or less permanent effects.

Gestures on the highway are generally held to have little permanence, though they tend to cheapen the maker and leave an unpleasant taste for those on the receiving end. I wonder if this effect, observed in themselves, led so many cultures to ascribe magical powers to gestures - and to spend energy either in warding against them or learning to use them to advantage?

Here is one person, making a gesture in a very impermanent surface, previous gestures swirling around her, clinging to her every surface, changing her form, her appearance and filtering the world in which she moves.

Threshhold "stay" Illustration Friday July 8/2011

2011-07-10T18:08:00.001-07:00

From the Illustration Friday quote: "Life opens up opportunities to you, and you either take them or you stay afraid of taking them." - Jim Carrey

Pondering on what the fear described might be based, so many times one turns a corner and finds the unknown too much to face - open doorway, blank page, empty calendar - no matter how vast the blank, all filled one step, one word, one action at a time.

And despite the inference of the above quote, no need to overcome fear to take that first step, accept the opportunities that develop, write that first word - and the next and the next... just do it despite the fear, and then forget all about fear in discovery, growth and all that they bring.

Baking DragonBerry pie

2011-03-06T13:17:00.001-08:00

Pie Friends Arrive

2011-02-21T17:50:00.001-08:00

Colour decisions... t-shirt? Dragon's crest? Hmmm...

Once Upon A Time In Outer Space..

2011-02-16T06:17:00.001-08:00

After many years and 744 million miles, enduring every possible kind of privation, Hubert was thrilled to finally officially debunk the obviously out-there theory that Saturn's rings were composed of crystals of various icy compounds.

It was a relief at the same time to confirm his personal theory regarding the whereabouts of apparently every lost sock in the known universe...

2011-02-11T10:48:00.000-08:00

When you want to fly in comfort, Converse Helifootgear is definitely the projectile of choice.

"burning" I.F. 12/11/2010

2010-11-16T06:24:00.000-08:00

This week's I.F. quote:

"To keep a lamp burning we have to keep putting oil in it."
- Mother Teresa

With Mother Teresa's image in the back of our minds, the quote has a positive note to it. All weekend long I mulled it over - just how many things do we keep burning that aren't so positive? And as I sat down to draw, I thought: it is we ourselves who are the fuel for the passions which fire us.

It is as well to give thought to where we choose to put our energies for there will come a day when these passions will have consumed us.

...and for something simpler, a quiet hour.

Who Speaks For The Worm??

2010-06-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

Early bird may get the worm, but stop and wonder how the worm might feel....

"Trail" I F June 5, 2010

2010-06-08T13:48:00.001-07:00

This week's quote: "The trail is the thing, not the end of the trail. Travel too fast and you miss all you are traveling for" - unknown.

Seemed fitting to support the image with images from my rambles.
" I am thankful I did not realize how difficult this path ahead earlier. I would have deemed myself not strong enough, and in stepping aside from pain, denied my soul such beauty as I had never before thought to taste." - anon.

What do you see?

2010-06-07T17:31:00.001-07:00

It may be hard to get a new view of things if you're always looking out of the same window...

Some days gravity hits harder than others

2010-06-07T10:05:00.001-07:00

Finished a drawing begun some time ago.

There are days when it seems there is not even the memory of floating... but it is in our nature, and eventually we will get back there.

"Linked" Illustration Friday April 9, 2010

2010-04-12T18:40:00.001-07:00

This week's quote was from Audrey Hepburn - "For me, the only things of interest are those linked to the heart."

Never as simple as it might seem at first glance - or first reading, that idea lends itself to viewing from many angles... And once you have something that's linked to the heart, what do you do with it?

"Rescue" IF March 26/2010

2010-03-28T11:56:00.000-07:00

From the quote: "Hope is the expectation that something outside of ourselves, that something or someone external is going to come to our rescue and we will live happily ever after." - Dr. Robert Anthony.

This image popped to mind immediately I read. Dr. Anthony's quote, and I wondered what sort of people he knew, to prompt such a definition.

Folks I have known over the years express hope very differently from his idea - from the young woman hoping for a certain someone's attention, dressing carefully and shining with energy whenever they come into view, or a farmer anxiously watching the skies and walking his fields after sowing fields and tending the earth... People I know step out to meet the future actively, not sitting with hands folded waiting for something outside of themselves to effect a rescue.

In my experience, what we add to the day, to our lives, that of those around us and the society we are part of, that is what will rescue us when we are truly beyond our own efforts, as in the image above, the swimmer's one hand reaches for help, the other has already grown to be part of the environment that he reaches out to.

IF March 12, 2010 "subterranean"

2010-03-13T08:16:00.001-08:00

From the quote: "The conscious mind may be compared to a fountain playing in the sun and falling back into the great subterranean pool of subconscious from which it rises." - Sigmund Freud.
Eyes closed, unaware of doing so, we pluck thoughts in passing to contemplate and act on.

March 10, 2010 - Remembering

2010-03-10T09:02:00.000-08:00

I have to call my Grandmother.

Same urge as ever, sometimes followed by the thought - soon, just as soon as I finish this or that, find a moment, catch my breath or get the kids out the door to school... Same strong feeling as any time these last 25 years. I'm still not used to the idea that she can't come to the phone right now. That's how it feels. She just can't get to the phone right now.

Driving by her house today, the highway took me by so quickly, crammed in between transport trucks and hurrying commuters in a cloud of dust under a press of fog so thick I nearly missed the spot beside the highway where her little yellow house sits quietly.

The car zoomed by, but my thoughts made the exit, parked on the gravel driveway beside the house and went knocking on the kitchen door in the back. I just want to give her one more hug. Just one more. And I'm still on the doorstep, squeezed between the old aluminum storm door and the wooden back door. One hug overweight.

colour version soon

IF Feb 26 2010 "perspective"

2010-02-27T09:55:00.000-08:00

Perspective - from this week's I.F. challenge. The idea was: having our dog adore us while our cat ignores us helps keep our view of our importance in perspective.

I mulled this over for a few days, wondering just what in life does determine our perspective - on our own importance? On the world around us? Slowly this image began to take shape. We are all in a process of becoming. We take in, and become a product of our environment. ..while the environment around us is constantly changed by the shape we take. Keeping perspective on our importance seems less of a challenge when we see the environment we are in and ourselves part of it. Dogs and cats optional.

Moon Cat

2010-02-22T17:04:00.000-08:00

I grew up with cats. A house doesn't quite feel like home to me without one.

As a child I'd rather sleep pressed against a cold outside wall on top of the blankets than dispossess the enormous black cat who had decided to sleep in the middle of my bed. There was always a sense of disappointment if he chose to leave - and worse, if he preferred someone else's bed to mine.

Today a mishap in the kitchen with a jar of Dijon mustard demonstrated my current cat's decidedly un-feline taste for condiments.

IF Feb 20, 2010 "propagation"

2010-02-20T20:13:00.000-08:00

Propagation of any idea is essential, or its death is as sure as our own.

Propagation within the idea community is made possible only through true communication - respectful listening, criticism and maturity which leads to new growth in time.

IF Feb 12/2010 Adrift

2010-02-12T09:30:00.001-08:00

"Adrift", today's challenge word, from the quote : "I've often been adrift, but I have always stayed afloat." by Dave Berry.

This image came to mind immediately. Although I prefer to draw on the day of, and prefer to see what folks come up with on the fly, this image stayed in my mind.

Spent a lot of my childhood afloat, adrift on night water after a sauna under the stars, or in a rowboat whose oars were slowly inching their way toward the dam where I fervently hoped they'd get caught and not bounce madly over and downstream, so I could recover them - AFTER madly paddling myself to the dock with my hands, of course. Floating with birdsong muffled by water barely heard, eyes closed with sunlight warming the eyelids - I imagined I could fall asleep, and where I might end up if I let myself drift.

Those experiences have shaped my subconscious so much, that I imagine I sometimes do drift, and the water takes me where, aware, I would not choose - or dare - to wander.

IF Feb 5, 2010 "muddy"

2010-02-05T18:19:00.001-08:00

"muddy water, let stand, becomes clear" -Lao tzu. And while you let it stand, clouds drift by, schools of fish wiggle through your midriff and your foot goes to sleep. So while you're waiting for clarity in a given muddy puddle, it's a good idea to have room to breathe. And don't think too much about what might have made its home in the mud you stirred up.

Best of Friends

2010-02-02T17:11:00.000-08:00

Remembering Brandon. If someone didn't toss the ball for him, Brandon would fling it up over his shoulder at the top of the St. Clair Reservoir and scramble to beat it down the hill, catching it on the way down and trotting back up to do it again, black plume of a tail wagging with pleasure. When early spring came around he'd visit the playground at the top of the Reservoir where the sandy basin was slow to drain. He liked to slop in, belly-deep in the icy water to fetch out the biggest cake of ice he could carry home. Miss you, Buddy.

IF January 29/10 "Focused"

2010-01-29T13:48:00.000-08:00

I wouldn't have bet on the little guy - until I saw the magnifying glass in his arsenal. Reminded me of my grandmother - self-sufficient in the face of cataracts and arthritis, slowed down by angina and age, but always focusing her efforts - and getting her greatest enjoyment - from doing what she'd always done: inviting birds to her back window, meeting the challenge of the daily crossword, knitting another row, cooking another meal - and if it took a magnifying glass to get it all done, she was ok with it.

Whatever else you may put off...

2010-01-04T13:31:00.000-08:00

Inspired by I.F. Dec. 18.

...make time for joy.

2010 Begins

2010-01-04T13:27:00.000-08:00

...and here's the watchdog at my gate.

Entangled - Nov 27

2009-12-01T18:16:00.001-08:00

Entangled - Illustration Friday Nov 27/09
Rather than losing one's vision in trying to please others, celebrate that vision by staying clear-minded, making that gift to the world - of the inspiration that drives creation - made available to all.

Illustration Friday July 30: "modify"

2009-07-31T12:40:00.001-07:00

Mark Twain had it right - give the round shaped guy time to modify, fit into the square-shaped hole.

while I'm away the cat will play

2009-07-23T06:48:00.001-07:00

Just in case my wild schedule won't permit me to tackle IF tomorrow, here's Buster to liven up the page...

2009-07-17T10:24:00.000-07:00

July 17, 2009 Illustration Fridays theme: Tango. Every relationship is a dance of sorts, even with the strangers we pass in the street, the neighbour next door we don't know... the challenge is to be in step, hear the music, share community.

2009-07-03T16:08:00.000-07:00

Illustration Friday "Shaky"

Walter "Shakey" Horton Blues Harmonica

2009-07-01T13:38:00.000-07:00

July 1, 2009

Sometimes you can see it coming - and no matter how you try, you say too much, walk off the cliff, and there's no taking it back. Now what?

2009-06-30T15:32:00.000-07:00

welcome mat for the website - which will hopefully be up and running by the end of July.

2009-06-29T17:17:00.001-07:00

And if I have a view, what is it?

2009-06-29T16:51:00.000-07:00

YAY!! new blog so I can post my ideas for Illustration Fridays. Bring on Friday NOW!! okay, I have to work on that. NOW!

NOW!

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